Ill

I hate being ill. It's being in pain stuck at home all day. I really would have wanted to go to school today to see that one person. I miss him so much :( I'm determind to get better for tomorrow so I can see him. Rawr so tired but don't want to sleep because I know that someone is going to be talking to me all day to keep me company. :) I also have my rabbit although cant really talk to him

Random..

I'm a baby dinosaur and I like cheese puffs. I have the most amazing best friend/brother like person ever! :)

So.. My day?

My day in one word... ARGHHHHHHHHHHH :@

Bdjxjzvdkfyafavu.... Argh

Omg why are Asian men so attractive? O.o they're EVERYWHERE! :) most people complain that there's too many... Pfft there's plenty of them. :P whenever I see one just like ooh nom. Anyway felt like I needed to blog and it's the first thing I thought of. :P mmmmm sausage rolls

Wait.... What?

Woah since when has pickachu been a hamster? I mean.. Seriously O.o

Today...

Today has been a really good day. Met the perfect person, so sweet, epic film, great time with mates. Kinda sucks now I'm home. Missing him. Wow I'm such a derp. :/

Dementia...

You my friend are now part of the group!

Days like these...

I really hate days like these.. They're awful. Every morning I wake up not wanting to go to school. Put a smile on for the world to see when inside I feel like crying. Most days I'm in so much pain, seem to always feel ill. Hugs help a bit but one from him would be best. Today in form I wasn't feeling happy but I spoke to him on Facebook and he made me smile. Now something is wrong and I can't stop thinking about him. His name online but knowing not to talk to him kills me. Hope tomorrow is a better day. The snow doesn't help either. It's more like ice. People throw them at me because I'm not "popular". Makes me feel horrible and disappointed in myself. I'm too cowardly to stand up for myself. Don't tell anyone about it and just take the things in. Right now I'm laid down hugging a hot water bottle because it makes me feel secure. Rather be alone but company makes me feel like I'm wanted. Argh. I hate my life sometimes. Wish I was a better person.

Please not this?

I can feel myself slowly slipping into a downer. This won't end good. Everyone thinks its all about appearance and looks. Well that's me out of the picture and being judged and bullied for the rest of my life. Woo. Never really told anyone but merh hope things don't go where they're going.