Panic, nerves, mind everywhere!

So yeah here I am once again panicking like mad! I may possibly be recording my French speaking exam tomorrow. Today we only managed to record 6 and that was with the bell ringing, so how we're meant to record 7 with the delay of extended form time.. I really don't know. All throughout since the recordings started i've been feeling fine because I knew that I was going to be last as the teacher told me. Today in the lesson I couldn't remember any of it and parts that I did, I missed information out on. After the lesson I was miserable. Don't know why..... maybe the fact knowing that i'm going to fail tomorrow got to me? I've been feeling rather down after and during my french lessons lately, don't know why, it's the only lesson I enjoy yet becoming miserable in. I'd much rather sky dive then do the exam tomorrow. Since I got in at 3:30 i've done nothing but hard-core revision. I've re-created and wrote all of my exam out (probably missed all the main parts out) Personally I don't think it's detailed enough. Which links to what he said in my ROA. Being last means having high expectations of me. He's done this so it's better for me but if I mess up then it would have been wasted, could put me first, still have no change :/ argh! Writing this i'm starting to shake, nerves are kicking in. Maybe if I stay up all night I might be able to learn it all? but yet again i'd probably forget it all by tomorrow. Wouldn't be so bad if it was the few lessons after dinner so I could revise more but no it's first YAY! :( I've failed, i know i have! I have a feeling I will end up swearing in the exam, it's what I tend to do know when I say something wrong or panic. Oh god. I guess another thing that's making it worse is the fact that i've got to sit in a cubboard sized room with my teacher speaking french that I can't understand. We get to wait outside and learn our exam when the other person records. It's good...apart from all you can hear is them speaking really good and trying to read yours to the pace and running out of things to say. I think the mystery question is going to throw my completely this time :/ Argh i'm going to be down and then everything will mess up and merh! D: argh I might just burst out crying, it's what I feel like doing right now, in the exam and now in the lessons. Hmph. Best get back to revising :( bye