So originally I set this challenge for my friend and she decided that she was going to ask me the same one. I woke up with this challenge for some strange reason. I've had all day to think about this and I can't choose on just one person. Now that I think about it... there's more people so here they are....
My Mum: I would want to be my mum because I want to see how much she actually does for everyone and give her a days rest. It's amazing how she can solve and sort everyone else out as well as herself. She doesn't have much time to herself and yet she has two children that are getting to that awkward age. One still living at home. A husband that works all day and a mother who isn't really capable of doing much. Now to think about it, if it wasn't for my mum my nanna would be really stuck. So would many people. I found out something today that I wish I hadn't, I wish that I had the thing rather than my mum :/ I love you
A Teacher: I would want to be a teacher just to see how irritating I and others are. See life in his perspective and see if it's easier outside of school. I know that teachers dedicate lots of time to us. It doesn't just stay at school... work is marked and planned in their own time at home. They have their own life to live yet seem to get mixed up with our work. This one teacher means a lot to me and I want to know how difficult it is for him. He's really organised and so dedicated to his job, helps us way more than all of the other teachers do. He is seperated from the rest because of the past when he's taught family. Ever since he found out he taught my brother then it's been different. I feel as if things would have been so much different if he hadn't of taught my brother. I would be normal in a sense of.. not prioritized from everyone else. I think I love you
This last one is complicated, it's different and kind of special. Lately I haven't been able to stop linking things to this person. It's good in a way to try and help me block someone else out of my mind but bad in the case that of how I think I am starting to feel. So here's the last person that I would want to be....
Friend: He showed great interest in me when we first met. This carried on for a while.. good year or so. At first I was freaked out about this. I backed away and carried on with my life. He said I reminded him of his sister which I thought was sweet. There's one incident that happened that I probably won't forget.... and i just keep thinking about it. He moved away but I still see him but just not to talk to. He added me on Facebook, still talked and he always asks how my family are, he's really sweet and caring. The other month he told me that he reads every single post I put up on there. I don't know if this is because he somehow likes me or just because he cares? I try to talk to him whenever he's on but he never seems to have time or doesn't seem that happy to talk to me. I want to be this person because I want to see how he feels about me. If he knows that I care about him too. I need to know if I hurt him or not. It's not as simple as it sound. I feel so guilty and starting to like you.
My life is so complicated and messed up I don't know what to do. I'm very rarely happy and I've got a illness linked to stress. I wish that one day I will see all of these peoples life. I wish them all the best and I hope that I will keep in contact will all of them. One thing I do know is that whatever happens.... They will always stay in my mind and my heart.
Until next time.... cheereo!
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