Emotions

My feelings are so messed up. I care but I'm not bothered. Ignoring you isn't easy but it's what I have to do. I have no clue where i stand with you. I feel like I'm nothing and I'm just invisible to you. Why do this? What's the point anymore.. The point is that I bloody fucking love you so much! I care loads and it feels like its all going to waste. Argh! I give up. :'(