Meh!

So today has been.. A pretty shit day. Last night someone apologised for something and today I thought everything was going to be fine. Was quite happy in the morning until you walked through that door. I could tell you was avoiding me and I know you was looking for her, waiting for her to come. First lesson you sat next toe, yet didn't talk, your friend at least he made contact being polite. Break. You came hugged me, said sorry expecting me to forget about it all then that was it. Science.. Nothing. Was really down and you knew yet you carried on. I managed to be the first one put of the door and rushed to my next lesson. Yes this was French but as soon as I walked into the class, he know something was wrong. He showed sympathy and asked me questions. He always cheers me up in his lesson so was looking forward to dinner. Ended up eating outside well, just sitting on the floor. You came over, totally ignored me. Showed interest to others. That seemed to last forever. After school you was outside my class only because you was staying there for an hour. I made you hug me. You had no choice. Walked away.. Thinking so many things. Not many people make me cry. Damn apart from you. All you seem to do is make me cry. I can't remember the last time we was both happy together. :( I'm starting to give up on life. I'll never give up on you. I care too much and I love you with all my heart. Tomorrow I can tell I'm going to be down. It's going to be the worst day of the week yet, I'll pretend and have a smile on my face. Doesn't matter though because... You won't even notice will you?